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•Tuesday, November 06, 2007 • 9:30 PM•
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i give up a special day. and exchange for a smiling day today.
but the smiling day wasn't smiling!
so it turn up to be my raining day.
i was asking myself every year after my b'day
"what going to happen during this age?"
so this yr im 8teen. i tot i will be facing a
exciting and trill life.
but i m not. this year i m carrying a fake smile everywhere i go.
and nobody realise.
i once asked my fren. y do ppl show when thy are sad?
my ans: want let ppl noe how thy are feeling.
my fren ans: cos thy wan to grab attention.
one of my fren sae to me,
"you should show yr feeling and telling ppl how you feel. don keep to yourself"
my reply to her is
"y do i hav to show. making ppl worry tgt with me? grabing attention?"
i love to share exp with ppl but i believe of no telling saddness to ppl is goOd.
even thought i hiding at a corner crying and tearing. i wish im alone!
i wan ppl ard me feeling happy but no worry about me!
but i glad that i a good listener and good advisor to my fren. no regrets
even thought i hiding my feeling behind me.
sometime i do hope ppl realise and understand how i feel.
my saddness i keep it.
my joy i share it.
but the smiling day wasn't smiling!
so it turn up to be my raining day.
i was asking myself every year after my b'day
"what going to happen during this age?"
so this yr im 8teen. i tot i will be facing a
exciting and trill life.
but i m not. this year i m carrying a fake smile everywhere i go.
and nobody realise.
i once asked my fren. y do ppl show when thy are sad?
my ans: want let ppl noe how thy are feeling.
my fren ans: cos thy wan to grab attention.
one of my fren sae to me,
"you should show yr feeling and telling ppl how you feel. don keep to yourself"
my reply to her is
"y do i hav to show. making ppl worry tgt with me? grabing attention?"
i love to share exp with ppl but i believe of no telling saddness to ppl is goOd.
even thought i hiding at a corner crying and tearing. i wish im alone!
i wan ppl ard me feeling happy but no worry about me!
but i glad that i a good listener and good advisor to my fren. no regrets
even thought i hiding my feeling behind me.
sometime i do hope ppl realise and understand how i feel.
my saddness i keep it.
my joy i share it.
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