Blame myself for being so stupid !
Blame myself for making the wrong move.
Blame myself for saying the wrong thing from the start.
Blame myself for behaving another man.
Blame myself for not being myself.
Blame myself for not being understanding from the start.
BLAME MYSELF '
i'm try SO hard to understand you and yet you escaping!
YOU A COWARD !! you don even dare to face yourself.
im tired of all this man. seroiusly !!
want to carry on like this by all means.
tell me when you think you ready for this friendship.
STOP FUCKING AROUND WITH ME !
don always give me reasons when i ask you out.
don always say brb and gtg when you don wan chat.
tell me straight forward and i will respect it. THAT'S ME !
if reading all this makes you avoid me. let me tell you this :
"YOU MORE THAN A COWARD !"you dunno what call cherish.
a human who dunno how to forgive people .
a human who dunno what accept the others people mistake.
a human who dunno how to understand people.
a human who don respect itself.
the decision is on you now.
i wll still continue to be my normal soul.
let's this carry on and both us gain nothing but hated !
GOOD DAY !!
THOMAS
8DAYS to OFFICAL ORD.