This year during Christmas eve i received the most unwanted surprise.
It's a very heartless decision i ever heard from him.
He given me a 7 days notice to leave the company.

I'm not upset that i need to leave the company but i'm disappointed on how he cherish my 4 years of services in this company. The way he break the news, it was the worst point of time too. Out of all days in the world he chosen it on Christmas eve which apparently i got celebration that night with my friends. I totally went blank and speechless, My mood was in high spirit in the morning and till he break the news its like i was lost in a forest finding my way out. I couldn't cry and i couldn't smile but bleeding quiet in my mind. I can't bring myself to continue the celebration planned ahead. How will i ever forget this right?

Back in the day when the company started, I volunteer to do IT work in the company which is out of scope but who cares? I explored most of the work myself and who sees it? I buck up and learning stuffs double up the speed when my supervisor left the company without notice and expecting me to take over his job scope when i don't even what he do most of the time, did i complain to you? I help out to work in night shift when i'm a day shift work staff and how you appreciate me? I help you to block endless bullets from clients and what you do? When i wanted to resign and you asked me to stay which i did and now what you doing to me.

All you did is tell me that you don need me in this company and saying things that i didn't do well which most of it is your fault such as no stocks and making empty promises to clients and expecting me to solve for you? Thank you for teaching me that never think for people for doesn't deserve it. Thank you for teaching me that do things heartlessly, ruthless and cruelty not matter how close that person is with you.

I learning it the hard way but the most valuable lesson.


thomas